..::Draczilla's Dull Dialog of Demented Debauchery::..

Hysteria
it's bugging me
calling me
and twisting me around

yeah I'm endlessly
caving in
and turning inside out

because I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
and I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
that's when she'll lose control

yeah it's hurting me
morphing me
and forcing me to strive

to be endlessly
caving in
and dreaming of my love

because I want it now
I want it now
give me your heart and your soul
I'm not breaking down
I'm breaking out
that's when she'll lose control

and I want you now
I want you now
I feel my heart implode
and I'm breaking out
escaping now
feeling my faith grow old

Muse's new album is finally out... Absolution... and it sounds just awesome. Symphonic at times, fucken rawken at others... and just as full of angst and paranoia as their previous releases. Nuff said - - run and buy! I'm to busy listening to it to write anymore...

Tampa Bay and The Eagles are playing tonight on Monday Night Football... yey! :( I really don't care that much about football anymore. It used to be fun when I was an avid fan of The Minnesota Vikings, even though they allways lost in the play-off's. I think I just haven't acclimated to the Denver Broncos yet - - but then again, the season has just begun ;) I got a job interview tomorrow morning so I just got back from a quick snipping, and my ears are now inches lower... hehe. So anyway, I need to look 'clean' for the interview - - I'm hoping this job at Alliance Data Systems will pan out as it might just keep me from going crazy while waiting to go to New York next year... oh well, time will show Y'all!! Peace...

Ooops... I forgot! For those of you that actually read this; I switched IPS today and I got a new email address... Click here to email me.... No! Wait! Here it is...

The verdict is finally in after keeping me nerve-wrecked all week long; the last candidate for the Junior Broker training program in New York accepted and that means I will now be attending at the earliest March 2004... :( Oh well, I'll just have to find something else to do for the next 6 months. Let's see?! What is new? I'll be applying at Alliance Data Systems for a job while I have to stay waiting in Denver... the money has to come from somewhere, right? Hmm... I re-read The Metamorphosis by Kafka today, as well as a few essays on his writing - - thinking of Gregor kinda brightens my thoughts of my drab exsistence... hehehe - - at least I'm not a giant cockroach trapped in my room and feard by my family ;) What else?... I actually sat down with my art supplies I got for X-mas and drew for a bit... I kinda impressed myself! Anyway, Labor Day Weekend passed by without much ado... went hiking at the Mesa Trail for 3 - 3.5 hours. I felt the burn - - I think I still do?! Until next time...